Friday, October 21, 2011

It's Not Them, It's Me

I've come to the conclusion that my depression is not anyone's fault. I realized it's not the people making me miserable, it's my lack of people, and things to do ...that is the cause. Smile often. Just smile for no reason.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

My Life Indeed Sucks Without It

Why I quit my job? Not sure. Can't be assed, thinking about the past anymore. I need to move on and on.
I have found someone so wonderful to be my significant other and he is ever so supportive, I think I'm falling in love.
I want to move, yet again, much closer to downtown. I'm significantly closer now, but not quite There yet.
I can't quite forgive the financial ass rape I've been receiving lately from letting people on my phone account or using my name to buy them furniture. I need to use my friend's advice and learn to say no more often. Stop letting people, especially those close to me, take advantage of what I have to give.  Can't handle it anymore.
And this time around, I will be more financially responsible by making and sticking to a fixed budget. No ifs, ands, or buts.
Here's hoping for progress in my immediate future. Cheers!

Friday, October 7, 2011

Penny for your thoughts...

I've come to the conclusion that moving on means starting over. No more basing new experience with old. No more blaming others for how I am. Quit taking everything seriously and just live life how it is. One day at a time. Let the weakness leave my body one pain at a time. Overcome impossibilities. Live life on the edge and like there's no tomorrow.  Tell everyone I love that i appreciate them on a more common basis. Create a world of color and use shades of every part of the spectrum. Learn to fly. Embrace change. Read this very blog every time I lose my way. :)

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Bourbon Pumpkin Pie Milkshakes

Makes 2 shakes
2 cups vanilla ice cream
1/2 cup milk
1/4 cup cream or half and half
1 tablespoon vanilla extract
2/3 cup pureed pumpkin
1/2 tablespoon pumpkin pie spice
1/3 cup graham cracker crumbs
2-3 ounces of bourbon
frosting + sprinkles (or cinnamon sugar) for glasses
Add all ingredients to a blender and mix until combined. Rim glasses with a light coating of frosting then dip in sprinkles. Pour in shake and sprinkle cinnamon on top. Top with whipped cream if desired. Serve!