I can't seem to grasp onto something I want to do with my life and what about it is so important, exactly... I have the love of my life. He's important to me. I have my best friend. She is important to me. I love my family and their families are awesome. A lot of my family can go suck my hypothetical dick, though. I really wouldn't piss on them if they were on fire...
Taking a step back and three deep breaths, I have a cigarette craving.
I look at the thermometer. It's 31.2 degrees outside. Screw that. Unless I put pants on, hmm.
I've definitely got the having kids thing on hold. Got that shit on hold for over four years now. Marriage? Whenever he gets around to it. I love him either way, really. We're devoted to each other like we are married or something, and that's what matters most to me. A rare love. You can't find it because it happens on accident. Pure chance.
Let's talk career mode. Ugh. I want to do something that will keep me busy. I love being busy and having something to do, but on a scale of impossible to getting shit done, I want to be able to get shit done. I'm thinking... travel agent. And accounting and tax specialist. So much to do. I want to start now. I need to start now, before I go nuts OH MY GOD I need to get back into school before I go postal.
That is all. Good night.
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